everal times over the past six months or so (I’m not really certain), I have interacted with Michael Spencer, aka The Internet Monk. Michael has a very down-to-earth style of writing that, in many ways, I enjoy reading. Several months ago, however, I felt a certain amount of confusion regarding what I perceived to be a common theme in Michael’s writing. Rather than approach it publicly on his blog, I emailed him privately. My concern was that while Michael was very accurate in pointing out difficulties in the human existence (even for Christians), he seemed to focus strictly on the negativity of those situations without expressing the true hope that can be ours in Christ.
Michael was very gracious to respond to my email, and a very interesting exchange took place. The conclusion on Michael’s part seemed to be that I could not be honest about life’s struggles because of my charismatic bent, and that his view is a “realistic” view of life based on certain passages of Scripture. At the time, we debated the relationship between Romans 7 and Romans 8. Michael’s position, as I understood it, was that Romans 8 (as it relates to being set free from sin) is a truth that is not yet realized in its fullness, and that Romans 7 (the struggle of the “wretched man”, as described by Paul) is the current state of the believer.
I attempted to argue from the context of the entirety of chapters 6-8 that I saw Paul emphasizing the freedom from the power of sin, and no longer a need for us to experience that “struggle” with sin as part of the “normal” Christian life. In the end, we could not come to an agreement, and I dropped the subject.
Recently, Michael wrote a new post entitled “The Echoing Prelude: Insecurity and the Christian Life“. In this essay, Michael very accurately (and eloquently, I might add) describes the insecurity that is a natural part of all of us, and the games that we play to cover up our insecurities. And the essay then turns to insecurity within the Christian with the following paragraph:
I see this when I see my students, but I also see it in myself, and particularly in the Christians I’ve been around my entire life.
Michael goes on for a number of paragraphs to talk about how insecurity resides in the believer alongside the hope of future security (cosmic redemption, as expressed in Romans 8, being the final solution). And he makes some statements that talk about the work of the Holy Spirit and how we are not left in our insecurities.
We are not left to lead the same lives of insecurity we lived before. The Spirit of God is at work in us, at work in the church and at work in the world. We taste the firstfruits of the Spirit’s application of Jesus’ resurrection in our own assurance. This assurance comes alongside us as the Gospel calls us to renounce worldly securities, personal fears and the myriad ways we seek to repair our own uncertainties.
But then, in the same way that I always felt like there was a big “but” in the essays that had previously prompted me to email Michael and express my concern, this essay went on to say:
So what should we see when we are among Christians? Are we to see the same insecurities as we see in those who do not know Christ? The answer is both yes and no. We are still human, we are still fallen, we are still part of a fallen world. There is never a time in this life when we live without that reality.
Remember the correct meaning of a verse: Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. (2Co 5:17)
This verse means that to be in Christ is to be part of the new creation. It does not mean that all aspects of that new creation are operating at present. Our “new creation” experience is the “groaning” experience of Romans chapter 8. Our insecurities battle with the life of the Spirit and the birth of cosmic redemption. Jesus has won, and Jesus will triumph in a regeneration and renewal of all things.
In conclusion to the essay, Michael offered seven suggestions as to how we should respond to issues of insecurity in a Christian.
1) Those who are experiencing insecurity should not be condemned and shamed as sinners and unbelievers.
2) The human experience of insecurity is part of the Gospel story, and it should be put into the context of the Gospel story.
3) Worship should utilize the Psalms and all of scripture to hear the voices of insecurity that are part of the human encounter with God and the Gospel of the Incarnate Word.
4) Christians ought not to pretend that they have been delivered from all insecurities. Christian leaders should never lead from the manipulation of insecurity or the promise of deliverance from all fear in the present.
5) The life of the Spirit should be cultivated and grown through an organic, relational and honest community of Jesus.
6) Christians whose primary presentation of the faith is one of providing undeniable and absolutely certain answers should consider if they are not, in fact, manifesting their own insecurities.
7) The relation of insecurity and idolatry should be a subject of ongoing growth, prayer and teaching. The Gospel calls us to continually consider how we are seeking comfort and certainty in idolatrous ways.
In the comments section following the essay, I took issue with Michael’s use of 2 Corinthians 5:17. Michael immediately expressed his feeling of being “more than a little annoyed” at my comments, and a few comments went back and forth with frustration and annoyance being expressed. Finally, Michael wrote:
Part of my evidnt frustration- which sounds pretty rude, I admit and apologize- is because I really don’t know what we are talking about.
I absolutely believe Christ Jesus changes lives now. I believe he breaks the power of canceled sin. I beliee the process of transformation begins. I believe we were slaves to sin but no longer.
I do not believe sanctification or any aspect of experienced salvation is perfect in this life. I do not believe we are delivered from sin in such a way that we are not tempted or still deal with a fallen nature.
I do believe we have breakthroughs and that God answers prayer. I believe drug addicts are delivered and marriages are healed, etc.
Ever since you first wrote that you found no hope in my writing, it has been frustrating to try and understand what you think I am preaching and teaching that is inconsistent with scripture.
I started to write a response, but realized that it was going to be quite lengthy, and so I am choosing to post it here instead of adding such a lengthy response on Michael’s site. Here is my response:
Michael, your apology is readily accepted. And I’m sorry that it’s frustrating for you. I really am. It is not my intention to frustrate or hurt you in any way, Michael. As I mentioned to you, my questions are very sincere ones. Let me see if I can try to help bridge the understanding gap. If not, I’ll be happy to shut up for a while (I did try to give you a break from my questions for quite a while!!)
We have sinful natures. And we have this great and glorious gift of new life in Christ. The question is, which are we going to focus on? Are we going to dwell on our insecurities, our failures, the times we fall down? To me, part of the answer (and I think a big part) is the repeated instruction by Paul to “set our minds on things above”, to “consider [ourselves] dead to sin”, etc.
This is the whole “hope” discussion that I was trying to have with you before. Rather than continue to dwell on our failures, our sins, our insecurities, and just accept them as “reality”, it seems to me that it is of greater profit to our spiritual maturity to look forward to what we already have by faith. Even if it’s part of a “not yet” understanding, we live by faith and hope in what is to come. That is a faith and hope that encourages, that causes us to live more and more consistently in the life that is ours through Christ. Hope doesn’t tell people to just grit their teeth and hold out for the afterlife. There are benefits to being part of that new creation here and now.
This has nothing to do with what some in previous comments on this thread have suggested as part of some selfish motivation to get what I want, or to accept only the things that we want from God. Nor does it necessarily lead to fringe charismaticism, as you implied in an earlier comment in this thread.
When Paul talks about his struggles, his persecutions, his difficulties, he doesn’t stop at the point of saying “I’m insecure” or “This is depressing.” He expresses great hope and moves on (like he does in Romans 8, regardless of which interpretation [already vs. not yet] you take of it) to talking about what he knows to be true in Christ. Even when, in Romans 7, he says, “O wretched man that I am. Who will rescue me…?”, he immediately turns his focus to say, “Thanks be to God” because he realizes that reality in Christ (as he goes on in chapter 8 to explain) gives him that very rescue for which he cries out.
That’s why I often think about the phrase “walk by faith, not by sight.” I look around me sometimes and I see a lot of hopelessness and despair. People constantly want to speak negatively about life. Even Christians want to remind us that things are going to be very tough for us in our lives. But that’s not what we need to set our eyes on! Those are the things we see with our human eyes. But we are to walk by faith. That is a faith that says, “I know this is what I see, but I know a truth that supercedes all of this.” And that truth is what enabled all of the people mentioned in Hebrews 11 to rise above what they were “seeing” and keep their eyes fixed on God.
Now, I think you believe all that I have just said. But look at your conclusions — the final thoughts of your essay. Let me respond, if I might, to each point.
1) Those who are experiencing insecurity should not be condemned and shamed as sinners and unbelievers.
Right! They should never be condemned or shamed. But they need to be reminded of who they are in Christ, because then it helps them see that their insecurities are unnecessary in Christ. Security in Christ (Eph 1) is in direct contrast to our insecurities (which have more to do with putting our eyes on ourselves) because it is all about Him. We must take our eyes off of who we think we are (or aren’t) and consider our lives “hidden in Christ”, as Paul says.
2) The human experience of insecurity is part of the Gospel story, and it should be put into the context of the Gospel story.
I’m really not sure what you mean by this, but human insecurity is only part of the Gospel story to the extent that we must acknowledge that apart from Christ, we have no security whatsoever. But the beauty of the Gospel (which is definitely “good news”) is that Christ came to preach freedom to the captives. Is insecurity not a captivity? Captivity to false expectations or false understanding of who we are.
3) Worship should utilize the Psalms and all of scripture to hear the voices of insecurity that are part of the human encounter with God and the Gospel of the Incarnate Word.
There’s an obvious response of “why?” that I want to give here, but I’ll move beyond that. The “voices of insecurity” that we would hear as Christians are no different from the very first temptation which began with “Did God really say…?” Those are voices, not from God, but from the enemy of our souls. And his words do not need to be given voice in our worship. If I am not mistaken, the voices of insecurity in the Psalms are still connected with expressions such as, “Yet I will praise Him”. In other words, the Psalmist understood the need to counter those “voices” with the truth of what he knew by faith.
4) Christians ought not to pretend that they have been delivered from all insecurities. Christian leaders should never lead from the manipulation of insecurity or the promise of deliverance from all fear in the present.
There’s no pretending necessary. Living in the reality of what God has given us requires no pretending. This statement assumes the false dichotomy that I have tried to point out in your writing. It is a dichotomy that says either you admit that you are struggling and that you have some real deep issues, or you must be pretending. This dichotomy is completely and utterly false. With regard to “the promise of deliverance from all fear in the present”, the Scripture tells us very clearly that God has not given us a spirit of fear. We are also commanded not to be anxious for anything. Jesus tells us not to worry about tomorrow. We must acknowledge that fear stands in opposition to these commands.
5) The life of the Spirit should be cultivated and grown through an organic, relational and honest community of Jesus.
Absolutely. There is nothing here to be disputed. However, when you say “honest”, and I interpret that word in the context of your other essays, I think that is probably a very loaded word. “Honesty” in Internet Monk writing seems to only focus on admitting negative things, not speaking positively about victory.
6) Christians whose primary presentation of the faith is one of providing undeniable and absolutely certain answers should consider if they are not, in fact, manifesting their own insecurities.
I’m not entirely sure what you mean by this, but one can speak of the “undeniable and absolutely certain answers” revealed in Scripture without it being based in insecurity. I would say that this point is really a red herring.
7) The relation of insecurity and idolatry should be a subject of ongoing growth, prayer and teaching. The Gospel calls us to continually consider how we are seeking comfort and certainty in idolatrous ways.
Idolatry is definitely a serious issue. But if we actually do find “comfort and certainty” in the person of Jesus Christ and in our relationship to and with Him, what is the problem? Yet, I think that you have been trying to explain to me that we will not have “comfort and certainty” in this lifetime. It is a “not yet” principle in “the Gospel according to the Internet Monk”.
Part of what frustrated me in this discussion, Michael, is that you insist that the statement of 2 Corinthians 5:17 that the old things have passed away and all things have become new is something that is still future. While I am willing to consider that there is a fuller realization of that still to come, there is an awful lot of past and present tense in Paul’s writings that I have yet to see you honestly engage. You read statements like 2 Corinthians 5:17 and tell us that we must remember the “correct” interpretation, which ultimately means that it doesn’t mean what it says.
I don’t mean this illustration to insult you, but it reminds me of how Oneness Pentecostalism deals with the text of the New Testament. The teaching of the Oneness teachers is that when the Bible says “son”, you should substitute the word “flesh”. When it says “father”, you substitute the word “spirit.” Therefore, they read John 3:16 to say, “God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten flesh….” This is absurd, and I’m sure you would quickly concur with me on that point.
But is that any different than taking any of the following statements of Paul and saying, “The correct interpretation is that this hasn’t happened yet”?
- “We died to sin”
- “You have been set free from sin and have become slaves of righteousness”
- “…now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves to God…”
- “the law of the Spirit set me free from sin and death”
- “You…are controlled not by the sinful nature but by the Spirit.”
- “You did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear”
- “In all these things [trouble, hardship, persecution, etc.] we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.”
You expressed frustration that you don’t know what it is I think you’re “biblically inconsistent” in. Let me put it this way, Michael: What you teach is generally biblically true. But the whole basis of my question regarding your hope and my comments to this post on insecurity is based on a sense that you’re not telling the whole story.
I don’t know if that clears anything up, but if I am missing something significant, hopefully others will be able to see it and point it out to me.
Until next time,
steve